Contemplating My Career Change

Philippians 3:7-8

⁷ But whatever gain I had, I counted as loss for the sake of Christ. ⁸ Indeed, I count everything as loss because of the surpassing worth of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things and count them as rubbish, in order that I may gain Christ

I am still waiting to hear whether I have been accepted into the M. Div. program at Southern Baptist Theological Seminary. I called this past Tuesday to check on the status of my application, to make sure they had received my three personal recommendations and the church affirmation. The admissions assistant was just then forwarding my application to their admissions committee. I am very eager to hear and, hopefully, get moving on this next phase of life.

Though I can’t wait to get going, I am, frankly, very aware of the lifestyle we will be leaving behind. At times I am tempted to chastise myself for this. It seems so unspiritual to think about what we are giving up. If I were truly mature, and less materialistic or worldly, it just wouldn’t matter to me. But, that is a false view of spirituality. We often make ourselves most miserable when we require of ourselves what the Bible does not require, when we set unrealistic, unhuman expectations of ourselves.

For example, we often falsely think that Christianity requires us to act against our own self-interest, or even to be entirely disinterested. But that is completely false. Jesus assumes that human beings are always motivated by self-interest. His command to love our neighbor as ourselves assumes that we do love ourselves. The parables comparing the kingdom of God with finding a pearl of great price or discovering buried treasure teach not abandonment of self-interest but more zealous and wise pursuit of it. The promises of eternal reward contrast what is permanently in our interest against what will disappear.

Or we buy into false dichotomies, thinking, for example, that true spirituality means full-time Christian ministry even though we find more joy in biomedical engineering, robotics, music performance, or management consulting. We ignore the fact that one of the qualifications for an elder is to “aspire” to the office (1 Tim 3:1) and to fulfill its responsibilities “not under compulsion, but willingly” and “eagerly.” (1 Peter 5:2) We forget that because God is at work in the Christian “to will … for his good pleasure,” (Php 2:13) what we delight in is often a reliable indicator of God’s will for us, our vocation.

The disciples were very aware of what they had left in order to follow Jesus. “See, we have left everything and followed you” they reminded him. (Mark 8:28) Jesus didn’t chastise them; instead he said that the one who has left house … or children … or land will receive much more in this life and in the next (along with suffering.)

It simply would be false, and ungrateful, to deny that I have enjoyed our big, beautiful house. I have enjoyed the status and position that came with my secular job. I have enjoyed being a member of a country club with so few members that I never had to make a tee time. God gave these things to us. They are good. But, they do not compare to the surpassing value of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord. It is the comparison that counts! The joy to be found in following Christ, and in doing what he has called us to do, overwhelms any attachment we have to things that are good in themselves. It is unnatural not to appreciate all that we’ve had; but it would be foolishness not to exchange them for something infinitely more valuable.

I hope I hear soon.